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October 13 六十岁後的牵手每次遇见到老奶奶和老爷爷牵着手,悠闲di散着步,我心中的某个角落总会被一种莫名的感动激活. 我总是很反对一种说法:爱情是不稳定的,需要用婚姻去束缚和规范. 曾经追问过他一个问题,问他为什么喜欢我. 後来的一次聊天中,我对他说,我终于明白你当时为什么不能解释为什么喜欢我了.我也觉得喜欢是不能解释的. 到底是否婚姻包含了爱情?还是婚姻被作为爱情的一种工具?或是婚姻是爱情的更高境界?或是... 每次遇见到老奶奶和老爷爷牵着手,心中总会产生疑问,到底是什么令他们的感情维持那么久. 爱情?还是婚姻? 07-10-10 October 05 spz发完神经鸟唉,spz沉睡左甘耐终于醒翻鸟...
牛龟甘慢都算啦...仲要成日发神经,连自己个spz都上5到.. 搞到人地以为我懒,无写野吖..><可恶 不过都有少许懒既成份噶喇...- -'' 有怪莫怪~ho 头先系echo spz度留左言,林住试吓link 5 link到过我度,点知.... 得左~怪胎spz....- -' 好在今晚我心情劲靓,靓到有心机系度慢慢都spz斗"mo" 我就黎可以修炼成"mo"兽噶喇- -' 今晚搭车翻学校,坐左巴士头等舱喔~ho 各位系米好疑问呢~ 我指既巴士头等舱,即系...企左系上车门既隔离- -'' 开始上车阵系因为好逼,被逼企系果度既. 企左几站,突然觉得好好view甘喔,都5愿行入去车身了. 司机叔叔站站停车前都对住我up,小心d吖,企入d吖,开门喇- -' 一直企,一直望住好似落地玻璃既车门外的夜景,好好feel呀>< 虽然5知自己林左乜(应该系乜都无林...),不过好enjoy... 狭小的空间,足以令我满足鸟*______*嘻~ July 18 苦闷本来考完试,可以开开心心甘迎接暑假.
谁不知,发生左d 5愉快既事情.将原本兴致勃勃既心情一下子就急滑三千丈.
唉.......
之前未考试阵,都有plan吓暑假做d咩好,plan到都好兴奋,想快d放假.
点知道,一放假,会搞成甘既.
而家,心情无左,干劲都无埋.
真5知呢个坏既开头,会比我既暑假带黎咩结果....
T_T
很想翻学鸟.... June 20 keep holding on那一刻,我真的觉得自己走错路嘹.
呢条路似乎5属于我,无论我点努力,都稳5到感觉.
没有sense,我5再埋怨.
努力,没有progress,我终于break down.
the only thing that can make me feel better is,tears.
so finally,i resorted to tears,all of a sudden.
heidi话,noone are born to be a capitalist.
i doubted i dont even have a tiny talent of it.
结果,哭完,又要回到现实.
或者眼泪只系我的一种惯用既发泄方法吧.
but i really need to feel the certainty.
i dont want to fall and lose myself.
is to keep holding on the only and the last solution...?
<keep holding on> ---- Avril Lavigne
You're not alone
together we stand i'll be by your side you know i'll take your hand when it gets cold and it feels like the end theres no place to go you know i wont give in no i wont give in. Keep holding on 'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do theres no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. So far away i wish you were here before it's too late this could all disapear before the doors close, this comes to an end but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah. Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do theres no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. Hear me when i say, when i say i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny what ever is ment to be will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do theres no other way when it comes to the truth so keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. May 10 重新开张07年头次写space.之前期间发生左好多事情,并没有记载.
不过,要过去的已经过去;要迎来的始终会迎来.
重新开张,想改变下风格.
很多东西,我并不有经验,感慨,或者发言权.
想大家路过我的space的人,教下我了.
日后的日志,很可能以疑问的方式展开,希望有人可以解答啦^^
welcome~ August 07 hurti'm hurt.i dont know whats going on between us. i'm tired. my mind got slightly touch on the think of separation. he talked to me like we r strangers,or i am a stranger to him. the feeling now is quite different from the one during Spring Festival. My tears kept rolling down when i saw the SMS saying that he didnt want to talk anymore. i dont know what he thinks...just because of the distance now? i dont want things become worse before my birthday, but i just cant control it.it seems everything is against my will...
make up again does not mean never happen again... July 31 双失情人节what a day...Valentine's Day again,alone again,lonely deep inside again,in an awful mood again...even no calls,no SMS,no pleasing words...this is still me,and,that's still him...one who want to ask for the very thing,and the one who is in my eyes not willing to make sacrifice or maybe he simply does not know how...
there is nothing to do with Valentine's Day today,it is doomed to be a bad day...things seem to get even worse...and i just do not know how to handle it...i've never thought would turn out to be out of my expectation...
what a day today... July 30 on menwhat makes a man?who makes a man? why can men be that fabulously hateful!?! whats wrong with them!!!why the hell should i live on a man ? thats not what i expected originally! i want my life,why cant he give me? why cant he just make a slight sacrifice to me? does he really not know his tiny precious words mean a lot to me? why cant he just simply say sth to please me? why do i have to give in to him every time when we have a different opinion?
hun...i know what u mean to me ,but do you know what i mean to you? you have never say that to me...but i am waiting
just sweep away the shitty things and make up again...ok...? July 15 Depressionsth unexpected was driving me to think about things around me...has it ever happened to u that u become tired of being where u r and want to get rid of it? The sth last night once again took me in such a situation. I am tired of this place. i am tired of my life being disturbed by sth damn to handle for me. I am tired of this city and its people.why r so many things beyond my control?!?when can i have my own life and be away from such a shXXXX place. i need my own life and a new start... June 01 六一我要收礼物>_<前两日见到英个space度写话有人送礼物比距喔六一...真好...我都想要...so...哈哈...唯有...稳绵羊黎开刀...咔咔~~^_^~~ conversation: 六一前两日 猫:六一我要礼物啊,你送比我! 泽:5系挂,六一你都要收礼物啊?你系儿童咩... 猫:咩喔~系未有母亲节过之前我都要过儿童节啊~你都要送礼物啊~ 泽:有无搞错...甘都得ar...?甘我又要收嘎... 猫:点解5得啊~~5555...我5送既~你要送比我~ 泽:甘嘎...甘5 fair...5制啊... 猫:无得5制啊...甘你送5送姐? 距一副无奈既样... 猫:55555....我要收... 泽:去边度整份礼物比你啊... 猫:系学校入面买得到都得嘎喇~(傻笑ing) 距思索紧 猫:好5好姐... 泽:哦... 猫:哈哈哈~~好野~~(奸计得逞,傻笑ing) 泽:傻猫... today 中午一齐食饭. 我从自习室去到饭堂既对面,见到距已经系度等紧喇(系我多次教育之下终于无迟到-_-!!!)with a box-like item in his hand...(礼物*_*我既第一反应) 猫(sarm熟甘笑到):嘻嘻....(边笑边向礼物伸出猫爪) (打量紧胶袋入面够物体)猫:你包嘎? 泽:系啊... 猫:哈哈哈哈....睇得出啊... 泽:哎呀...好好笑咩... 一路讲一路行入左饭堂喇... 猫(拆礼物ing):咩黎嘎姐... 泽:拆开你米知咯... 努力拆ing... 开左,一对陶瓷猫猫(5记得距地叫乜名噜) 猫:啊~~>_<你系边度买嘎?点解我5知既 泽:5话你知啊 猫:5555....都送左罗,讲啦~~ 泽:上次旅行果度咯 (PS:上星期我地班一齐去左番禺个美森欢乐营,入面有个陶瓷坊,so旅行系指呢个) 猫:啊?点解我会5知嘎?你几时去买嘎? 泽:你几时5见左我,我米几时去买嘎咯 猫(回忆ing):喔.....系米你地去摞麻雀阵~~? 5出声,懒神秘甘 猫:系米姐~~ 泽:系啊~ 猫:哦~~哈哈哈~~(happy ing) (ps:对猫猫距买阵5系林住六一送嘎...距话有机会先送喔,呵呵...甘我今次米比左机会距咯~哈哈哈~~我真聪明>_<)
PS:本故事并非虚构,如有雷同,纯属抄袭...其中删左好多情节,如有感兴趣者,请直接同作者(me)联系^^(嘻...)
"作者"心得:虽然期间发生过一dd不愉快既事情,但系最后既幸福系更大既,仲要系大得多哦*_*哈哈~所以未到最后都5知是福是祸,甘何必系未知结果前担忧甘多呢~(哈哈,乱up ing) 最后,祝各位~(no matter how old u r) 儿 童 节 快 乐~~~^^ March 18 悟somebody said,雨过后一定会天晴,只要伱相信.
我信.
而事实亦如此.
原来一切都会好起来...
其实可能系我自己林得太多,担忧得太多...有好多事情我无必要刻意地去苛求...
甘样既话,好多时就会将事情复杂化...
其实一切都好简单,问题只系自己.
当我连心中果个被雷描述为"江南"的都消失时,我才会改变.
只要"江南"还在,我都会好好保护距,5会令距改变.而我,亦都5会变.
头先睇左Jolin主演既一部叫"上班女郎"既连续剧第一集,入面果个董事长讲左
一番说话,令我悟左好多.距话而家既人都系睇结果去做事;结果系好既,才会做,
结果5好的,就连少许的付出都5愿意有.
听完,突然觉得自己就系好重视结果既人. 好似每样野都要考虑会5会有好既结
果,令自己逐渐甘被同化为经济学所谓既"理性人".
我终于发觉自己而家既林法同以前既有咩5同,细个时做野好少顾及结果好与坏,
想做就会去做;但而家就相反了.
见识多左,就会比更多既野左右...所以,觉得有好多野系自己林得复杂左...
我5愿意变成"理想人",只为结果去生活.
我会坚持落去!!!
我愿意相信,雨过后就会天晴.
March 07 寞名的眼泪琴晚上完课坐车翻屋企，又系车上流下左寞名的眼泪...5知道到底系一时既不愉快带来的冲动，抑或长时间压抑积聚的后果...定系just正常的生理现象...?5知...
我只知道已经5系第一次甘样无原因甘流眼泪。
时常感慨我对社会的无奈，之后就会对自己产生疑问。我所坚持的原则会5会被这个社会洗净?我的思想会5会被这个社会吞噬?我既心会5会被这个社会抹黑?我会5会被这个社会同化...太多太多既疑问我无法解答...因为我5知道自己明天系米会改变去适应这样一个社会才能活得更好...每林到呢d，我就会开始怀疑自己...
系米太多的无奈真系会令人难受至窒息? 心理课老师讲，大学生选择自杀的原因系对现实有太多无奈，多到无法去改变，而当发现现实同所期望的相差太过远后，就会选择不归之路。难道只有这种方法向社会发泄心中不满?抑或甘样系对自己的解脱?
无奈又有何用?一夜过后挣开眼，依然系昨天的社会...
但愿自己能一路坚持自己的信仰同原则! February 19 收心养性-_-听日就要上课喇...但而家我仲系屋屋喔...好似5系好想翻宿舍训甘,虽然有我可爱既室友们等紧我翻去谈天论地...或者只系放假既惯性仲未过,还未收拾好心情面对新既学期.希望自己5系意志消沉啦....
应该收心养性喇!!!>_< 5可以再做只大懒猫>____<
或者翻到学校,我就无甘多野要烦喇...因为会见5到又听5到令我烦心既事情.
5555....*____* 希望可以平静甘过我的生活...
good luck, my guys!! February 16 被人点名比mariko点名
1.如果看到最愛的人熟睡在自己面前,你會做什麼?
静静地看着他 2.寫出自己最最愛的歌,然後寫出為什麼? 无最最爱,好听就听 3.當你不知道穿什麼顏色時,妳會選什麼顏色?
白色 4.2005年你最後悔的一件事是什麼?
好似无乜 5.如果有一天,你變成動感超人,還會發出動感光波,但是你很醜,你還會不會維持世界和平? 点解5会? 6.曾經有過最感動的事情是什麼?
好多好多,太易被感动 7.比較喜歡爸爸還是媽媽?
无得比较 8.你最想擁有的五樣東西是?
事业(当然要好有成就的),距比既幸福,学识,骨感的身材,金钱 9.如果給你一個機會去世界任何一個地方,你會去哪? 一个远离世俗既地方 10.你喜歡/暗戀的人是誰?
猫仔 11.如果時間能倒流,你希望回到哪一天?
5希望时光倒流 12.相信TRUE LOVE 會發生在自己身上嗎?
信 13.抱抱的時候,身體反應會是什麼?異性的喔
对距先有反应,身同心既反应都系想揽实距咯... 14.覺得自己最大的優點和缺點是什麼?
优点:几乐观 缺点:懒 15.15年后,你的生活是怎麼的一幅景象? 同自己爱的人隐居,远离世俗(幻想憧憬) 有事业成就,有爱我既人同我爱既人(现实憧憬) 16.你覺得跟本人作朋友怎樣?(傳給妳的人)
好舒服,可以学到好多 17.如果世上所有人都背叛你,捨你而去,你打算怎麼辦呢?
出家做尼姑(呵...) 18.如果可以不當人類,你想當什麼東東?
距养的那只猫 19.如果身上沒錢又求助無門,你會怎麼辦?
食自己 20.在你生活中最不可缺少的是什麼人或事或物?
亲人,朋友. 健康 金钱 21.將來有錢你想創什麼業?(開店的意思啦) 服装店 22.2006年的目標和規劃是?
学多d韩文 23.如果明天是世界末日,你有什麼打算?
同距去摞XX证 24.最近敗家敗的最愛的什麼東東是?
what? 25.初吻對象?年紀?地點?
BB 5记得 26.我帥/美嗎?(傳給你ㄉ人)
心美的人什么时候都美 27.如果能化身成卡通人物,你最想當誰?
天堂之吻的女主角 28.我是不是小臉王?(傳給你的人)
?? 29.如果你變成透明人,你想做什麼?
环游世界 30.如果你在人生中遭到極大失敗,你會怎麼辦 低落→冷静→稳原因→向亲人朋友救助→重新振作 31.對長輩講過最不孝的一句話是什么？
无 32.自己的怪癖(請舉出五個)? 5个
无怪僻...又不是变态的 33.生平作過自認為最偉大的事蹟是?
5觉得自己伟大... 34.最最最喜歡的小說是哪些呢?
甚少睇小说,最近睇既系 《会右天使替我爱你》,还不错 35.如果你跟你男(女)朋友交往,最後才發現你是人家的第三者,你會怎麼做?
稳男的算帐 36.現下,此刻,心情好嗎?
不错 37.給你變成一天異性,你會做什麼?
光明正大地中意女人... 38.會聽台語歌嗎?會覺得聽台語歌的人很俗嗎?
未听过,歌无分俗5俗挂... 39.要是被人放鳥的話,心情會如何?
躁 40.看到異性,第一眼會先最注意什麼地方?
衣着 41.現在正在沉迷什麽?
研究爱情 42.喜欢麦兜吗?理由?
no,就是不喜欢咯 43.你觉得我是一个怎样的人?
思想境界好高的人 44.请说出你所有朋友的一个共同点?
都系好人 45.你的信仰是什么?最喜欢的一句英文呢?做过最丑的一件事呢? 相信一切会好起来的. Tormorrow will be another day. 系流行前线问一个靓仔可否比我影相,but食柠檬....T_T 46.你做过最后悔的一件事是什么?
无. 47.你昨晚梦见了什么?
好似无发梦 48. 你觉得明天的心情会怎样？
会好的 49. 你比较愿意别人称赞你聪明，还是漂亮？
聪明.聪明的女人先会令人妒嫉 50. 你觉得你了解自己吗?
了解 51.扪心自问，你觉得自己虚荣吗？
虚荣 52.不开心的时候，你会做什么让自己心情好一点呢？
喊 听住音乐系无人既街度游荡 53.如果父亲不听你劝告,做了让你无法原谅的事情,但他依然很疼你,你会怎么办? 恨→尝试原谅 cat既问题:54.爱情是不等价交换吗?那是否意味一方付出多另一方付出少?
雷...我终于明白点解你会觉得点我名好对5住我喇...晕...搞左我甘耐...
5得,要点翻人地平衡吓心理先得....嘻嘻嘻....
老豆,你走5甩喇!仲有妈子啊,要怪就怪老豆啦~kekeke....
仲有英,陶,超啊~5个够喇挂....点住先啦~嘻嘻嘻.... February 14 情人节不快乐有情人的~~情人节快乐~
 (除左我)天系灰的,同我今日心情一样;字系灰的,用黎衬托我既心情......
有情人的情人节一个人过...得翻无奈-__-
为什么他还是不懂...T_T February 12 猫国の新红景----红透天与地^^嘻嘻~~换左个新背景哦~好似花巧左d甘啵....无计啦,想改成红色,但系睇晒全部背景得纯红同呢个红心咋....纯红果只红又太深喔,觉得无d生气甘咯....so...at last都系选择呢个喇...用住先啦都系,希望大家习惯到啦~~咳咳咳....(不过连自己都5多惯,世事边有甘完美吖,又想要有猫猫既又想系红色喔,唉...)
呵呵...仲要特登用红色既字喔~~系甘咦衬托下啦都系~嘻嘻....
呢排心情甘差,难得而家慢慢恢复正常喇,换个红景,希望以后个心都好似个红景甘,又红又开~~咳咳咳....米即系开心咯咯咯~~~
~红透天与地~开心每一天~ January 20 病猫T_T呜呜.....好凄凉啊啊啊.....做左病猫一个星期喇喇喇....人放假我放假放得我甘惨既....T_T搞到今日仲无得翻执信添...
唉.....anyway,大家要保重身体啊啊啊~~~5好搞到好似我甘啊啊啊~~~
放假甘耐最开心既就系知道考试成绩喇喇喇~~正确d黎讲系知道我最最最惊果科-----会计学原理,终于pass左喇....>_<感谢天~~感谢地~~~阿门....咔咔咔咔~~~~呼~~终于松翻啖气喇喇喇~~可以开心过心年哦!!!
yeahyeahyeah~~~YEAHYEAHYEAH~~
January 09 考试后的发言~咔咔~哇哈哈哈~~~岩考完微观经济学翻到屋屋喇~仲有汤饮添~~5555>_<幸福ing~
唉...复习左两日半既微经终于无白费到喇...起码大部分做得出...5似得科会计(我永远的痛)...真系好鬼死惊要重修啊...何止无面啊...再学多次我林我都系学5识嘎喇...唉..痛....痛...痛...痛...
算~~忽略~忽略~净翻科英文同军事理论(点解我地甘凄惨要考d甘既野!?超级无奈)考完就放假噜~~~~~~~~~~~~~兴奋~~好兴奋~~~
放假好多野做吖~~琴日复习阵复到无乜动力就写左张list of放假做既野~跟住就非常之有精神喇~咔咔咔~~
5555....都系5讲甘多喇~考完试再慢慢发表喇~~去冲白白罗~~
哇哈哈哈~~~
(爆笑的我走了,就如爆笑的我来,挥一挥衣袖,留下一片笑声)
October 07 unutterable feelings快乐的日子总是流逝于瞬间之中......7天的假期就这样流过了...庆幸的是,我们能够懂得把握与珍惜>_<
虽然这个假期我没能与buddies好好得聚聚,but the saying tells me君子之交淡如水.即使在相隔很长时间后再见面,仍然能够互相从对方的眼神中得到无法言语的感觉,that's really true Fs in my eyes.
这7天的假期对我来说是一种奇遇,认识了很多不同行业的人,最重要的是,我从他们那里得到原来这个"社会的人"还可以这样融恰得相处的信息,stranges之间可以这样的nice&friendly.我真的很惊讶,但同时有种欣慰的感觉.Haha^_^
明天又要回到我那个新的世界,在那里,我从新的surroundings得到了踏出第一步的勇气.在新的世界里,我准备用全新的面貌尝试新的事物.大学的"大"字对于我来说是一个很大的学问,我也将继续记录"大"字的不同含义.
Anyway, wish everyone who i know a brilliant brand new day every day.
c u guys^_^ September 30 归窦的猫55555......终于翻到屋屋喇.......而家先发觉都系自己个猫窦最舒服~~~ >_< 软软的沙发....久违的电视机同电脑...宽宽的床...大大块的镜....今晚可以舒舒服服甘训喇....可以将手手脚脚完全伸展...太幸福喇~~~ *_* 我系世界上最幸福的猫猫吖~~~咔咔咔~~^o^
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